Post by MACKENZIE NOEL DEER on Aug 2, 2010 21:54:34 GMT -7
| [th][bg=e4e4e4] MACKENZIE NOEL DEER  MACK ▲ NINETEEN ▲ CREW |
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that we didn't mean, fall back into the
same patterns, the same routine "
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PARTY ANIMAL ▲ ABUSER ▲ CREATIVE ▲ PROVOCATIVE ▲ UNTRUSTING
[/font][/color][/center]"hello there! i'm daniel fitzpatrick, i guess you could say i was the one who dreamt up never say never tour in my sleep. i suppose you could call this a "screen through", to see who i'm dealing with for the next while. i hope you don't mind me asking you a few questions. if you do mind... well i'm very sorry but it's mandatory."[/color]
"first off, what's your name?"[/color]
" my name is mackenzie noel deer, but you can just call me mack, i suppose. some people call me zee, some call me em, others might call me deer, or something. you can call me whatever you want, i'll respond to anything, but mostly i go by mack. "[/font][/blockquote]
"okay great! how old are you and when's your birthday?"[/color]
" i was born on february seventh nineteen ninety-one, making me nineteen years old. "[/font][/blockquote]
"er.. just checking, are you male or female? no offense, i just think it's safe to say you don't always know these days!"[/color]
" hahah, female, i promise. i'll show you if you don't believe me. "[/font][/blockquote]
"why are you here? more so, are you a band member, media personnel, merch, roadie or vendor?"[/color]
" i'm a roadie, or more specifically, i'm the drum techie for open register. "[/font][/blockquote]
"what's your sexual orientation, no need to feel shy!"[/color]
" i'm straight, but i do have bisexual tendencies. i mean, i've been known to hook up with a girl when i get a little too tipsy. C; "[/font][/blockquote]
"where did you grow up?"[/color]
" i was born in chicago and lived with my mom until the department of children and families, aka dcf, came in and took me out. they dropped me off in miami with my dad who left my mom before i was even born. he agreed to take custody of me after my mom was found guilty for drug trafficking in the city. i never liked my mom much, she was never home. but she took care of me, so i was grateful. honestly, i never even knew anything was going on, but then again, i was just a kid at the time. i didn't even know she was involved with drugs until my dad finally told me when i turned sixteen. i liked miami way more than chicago, especially as i grew into my teen years. "[/font][/blockquote]
"tell me a bit about your family."[/color]
" my mother's name is genevieve linda harrison, but i haven't spoken to or seen my mother since i was seven. for all i know, she could be dead in an alley somewhere. she was a good mom when i was under her custody, there was a roof over my head and food on the table. however, she was never around much. now i live, or lived, with my dad, or stephen hanson deer, who definitely brings in a much better income than my mom ever did. he had a bigger roof, better food, and let me get away with whatever i want. my dad and i fought a lot, mostly because i broke curfew, made bad choices, and he sucked at punishment. even if he grounded me, i'd ignore it. i don't have any siblings .. so. "[/font][/blockquote]
"how would you describe your childhood?"[/color]
" as a little girl, like before i was a teenager, i was happy, innocent, and oblivious. hell, my mom sold drugs for a living and i never even knew. i always thought our shitty apartment was just supposed to be like that. it never occurred to me that when my mother was passed out, it was because she had over dosed on something. when i moved in with my dad, i actually had a chance to make friends and hang out with people. i definitely liked living with my dad more. "[/font][/blockquote]
"are there any huge events in the past few years that you would say define you today?"[/color]
" when i was fourteen i started drinking alcohol with older kids, so when i was around seventeen, i suffered from severe alcohol poisoning after a heavy blackout. after i was discharged from the hospital, my dad made me go through rehab for six weeks before he even let me come home. it was something about ruining his business reputation, whatever. it's not like rehab made me clean. i still drink, just not as heavily. oh, and i don't do drugs anymore. i used to do weed, concaine, and even lsd occasionally. rehab cleared me of that. "[/font][/blockquote]
"imagine you win the lottery, what's the first thing you do with the money?"[/color]
" buy the best fake id in the world. "[/font][/blockquote]
"what's your general synopsis on love. while we're at it, how's your love life?"[/color]
" i've had boyfriends, but i've never loved any of them. i believe in love, and hopefully i'll find it some day. however, i'm not into that mushy romantic stuff. i hate romance films and novels. i like realistic stuff. i like sex and boys and booze. if a happen to find a boy who makes my heart skip a beat, then i'll consider myself very lucky. knowing that my parents never even loved each other makes it really hard to believe i'll ever fall in love myself. right now i'm single, but i'm not looking. "[/font][/blockquote]
"are you comfortable with your body?"[/color]
" i have a really thin figure, but i'm not athletic or muscular. i couldn't play a sport for the life of me. haha, you don't want to see that. i'm comfortable in my own skin, i don't think i'm terrible looking but i'm not conceited to point where people just want to slap me. i've met girls like that, and believe me, i'd love to just knock their teeth out. "[/font][/blockquote]
"what's your favorite memory?"[/color]
" the day i left rehab was the best day of my life. that place was like a prison. i followed the steps and the program but i did it all just to go home. i fell off the bandwagon like three days after i left. the only thing i got from rehab is to stop doing actual drugs. alcohol was still my best friend. that place was like a really, really luxiorious prison. i hated it. "[/font][/blockquote]
"what's your least favorite memory?"[/color]
" the day i woke up in the hospital after alcohol poisoning. i hated that. i got so many lectures from doctors, my father, pyschologists, and nurses. it was terrible. no teenage girl wants any of that. ugh. "[/font][/blockquote]
"do you have any regrets?"[/color]
" i regret taking my first line of coke and playing my first game of who's got the button. if it weren't for that, i would have never gotten into drugs and probably never would have ended up in rehab. "[/font][/blockquote]
"thank you very much for your time, you've been very helpful. i officially welcome you to never say never tour!"[/color]
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things you enjoy,[/color]
" i like alcohol, marijuana, sex, boys, making out, holding hands, cuddling, skinny jeans, dying my hair, piercings, tattoos, animals, reptiles, parties, traveling, beaches, the ocean, shark week, bracelets, new shoes, driving, smoothies, ice cream, vegetables, candy, coffee, cigarettes, underground music, live shows, drums, drummers, magazines, fashion, forests, reality television, creativity, realism, horror films, crime shows, people. "[/font]
things you can't stand,[/color]
" i don't like sobriety, cocaine, lsd, other drugs, sleeping, going to bed early, waking up early, celibacy, sweat pants, prudes, cats, chicago, her mother, thunderstorms, rain, cloudy days, authority figures, school, reading, writing, learning, studying, romance, love stories, fairy tales, trusting people, punishment, discipline, meat, rumors, liars, musicals, bad music, stupid people, disrespect, tattle-tails, being told she's wrong, getting caught. "[/font]
your hobbies,[/color]
" i go to underground music shows of bands who only draw in a dozen people. i party weekly. i watch animal planet as often as i can with a jar of pickles. i bleach my own hair every six weeks and enjoy it so much. i love going shopping and splurging on things i'll never use. "[/font]
your fears,[/color]
" i'm terrified of thunderstorms. the thunder scares me, not the lightning or the wind. i'm terrified of trusting people and letting them find out about me. i hate spiders and bugs of all kinds. i'm afraid of commitment because i have no faith in myself not to cheat. i'm terrified of airplanes and flying. "[/font]
your aspirations,[/color]
" i would love to be a drummer in a band someday. if that doesn't work out, i'll probably go to school to be vet, or at least i'll try. i want to have horses when i grow up, maybe one or two, just on a little farm for myself. "[/font]
your quirks,[/color]
" i chew on my bottom lip when i'm nervous or intimidated. i crack my knuckles on a regular basis because it's a bad habit. i smoke cigarettes when i'm cold, which is weird, but i only have the urge when i'm cold. "[/font]
your strengths,[/color]
" i'm a sick drum player. really, i'm good. i'm just not the girl who's about to showcase my talent, so i stick to the technical stuff. i'm really good with swearing. my cursing skills are nasty. i don't know if this counts, but i cant eat or drink anything i want and i won't gain a pound off of it. it comes from my eighty pound mother and thankfully, she passed her metabolism down to me. i have a really high alcohol tolerance and some kick-ass hangover cures. "[/font]
your weaknesses,[/color]
" i'm a sucker for a drummer, literally. i just can't help myself, something about the rhythm turns me on. i'm terrible at sports and anything remotely athlete-related. i give in to tempation way too easily, it's almost pathetic. i have no impulse control or self control. if i have the chance to sleep for twelve or more hours, i'll take it, i love sleeping. most people don't know this, but i'm ridiculously ticklish. that might be the biggest weakness. "[/font]
your secrets,[/color]
" my trust issues stem from never having a stable household. i'm terrified of spiders but i'll face them and kill them just to look tough if people are around. " [/font]
anything else,[/color]
" nada. "[/font]
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hey my name is lex! i am sixteen years old and have been roleplaying for four years. i found this site from cautoin. i'm in the est timzone, so remember that for when you want to plot with me! my other characters are no one, so check them out too. i definitely looked in the rules and found this little message: admin edit.
the library was not a place aspen visited often; in fact, she could have easily gotten lost in maze of aisles and books she would never open. after consecutively skipping three potions classes, her professor personally escorted her to the library to catch up on the work she was behind on, not to mention the essay she now owed as punishment. it was a joke if her teacher thought she was actually going to do anything. someone would need to put her under the imperius curse to get her to do her school work for herself. for seven years, she had been threatening young ravenclaw kids to do everything for her. it wasn't like she was stupid, she just had a bad attitude and a mentality that allowed her to believe she was better than everyone else in the school. and now that she was in a place she resented against her will, her attitude was only a thousand times worse. it would be more enjoyable to walk through the nest of a hungarian horntail than to face aspen while she was pissed off.
she walked through the library with a calm expression, as if she actually didn't mind being in the library against her will, as if she wasn't secretly fuming, as if she wasn't deciding to skip her next potions class again anyway. anyone who knew how aspen's mind worked, which many didn't, would know that the expressionless features on her in that moment were an elaborate facade. anyone who knew her well would have known to steer clear from her invisible war path. she wasn't the type of violent girl to lash out and let her temper control her when she was upset. she was too smart for that. when aspen was upset, she formulated revenge plans in her mind in the form of guerilla warfare. she had a deadly way of thinking that manipulated others into believe she really wasn't as bad as she seemed. lies. the girl was devious and cunning in the way that any slytherin girl should be. however, she and the entire school knew that most slytherins were cowards behind their tough exteriors. most of them couldn't put up a fight. it was pathetic, really. she wasn't like that, and that was why even her own housemates didn't like her. she truely believed she was better than all of them, anyway. as she walked slowly up and down the aisles, she would occasionally pull out a book, flip through it, and shove it back in it's place. her brain never took in the words. her eyes simply scanned the words to make any witnesses believe she was innocently looking for some kind of information.
she heard his voice before she saw him. she stopped herself before she turned the corner into the aisle he was in. it was the first thing he spoke aloud that caught her attention. how to conquer the moon. as he continued reading titles out loud, things began to make sense in her head. she wasn't stupid. she could put two and two together without critical information. he was either a werewolf, or he wanted to be one. that didn't surprise her since almost half the kids in the school were werewolves nowadays. she would give anything to be one of them. in seconds, a plan formulated in her mind that would unknowingly mess with her entire mindset in the future. she didn't think about consequences. all she knew was that there was a small chance this kid would bite her. maybe. if she played her cards right. so, like she hadn't just over heard him, she wandered down the aisle innocently, not even looking at him, just pretending to scan the opposing shelves to find what she was looking for. he didn't need to know her alterior motives.
she walked through the library with a calm expression, as if she actually didn't mind being in the library against her will, as if she wasn't secretly fuming, as if she wasn't deciding to skip her next potions class again anyway. anyone who knew how aspen's mind worked, which many didn't, would know that the expressionless features on her in that moment were an elaborate facade. anyone who knew her well would have known to steer clear from her invisible war path. she wasn't the type of violent girl to lash out and let her temper control her when she was upset. she was too smart for that. when aspen was upset, she formulated revenge plans in her mind in the form of guerilla warfare. she had a deadly way of thinking that manipulated others into believe she really wasn't as bad as she seemed. lies. the girl was devious and cunning in the way that any slytherin girl should be. however, she and the entire school knew that most slytherins were cowards behind their tough exteriors. most of them couldn't put up a fight. it was pathetic, really. she wasn't like that, and that was why even her own housemates didn't like her. she truely believed she was better than all of them, anyway. as she walked slowly up and down the aisles, she would occasionally pull out a book, flip through it, and shove it back in it's place. her brain never took in the words. her eyes simply scanned the words to make any witnesses believe she was innocently looking for some kind of information.
she heard his voice before she saw him. she stopped herself before she turned the corner into the aisle he was in. it was the first thing he spoke aloud that caught her attention. how to conquer the moon. as he continued reading titles out loud, things began to make sense in her head. she wasn't stupid. she could put two and two together without critical information. he was either a werewolf, or he wanted to be one. that didn't surprise her since almost half the kids in the school were werewolves nowadays. she would give anything to be one of them. in seconds, a plan formulated in her mind that would unknowingly mess with her entire mindset in the future. she didn't think about consequences. all she knew was that there was a small chance this kid would bite her. maybe. if she played her cards right. so, like she hadn't just over heard him, she wandered down the aisle innocently, not even looking at him, just pretending to scan the opposing shelves to find what she was looking for. he didn't need to know her alterior motives.
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THIS APPLICATION WAS MADE BY NIKKI ESPECIALLY FOR NSN! TOUR, STEAL AND DIE.
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